The Longest River Of Love.

The Longest River Of Love.

Elizabeth wanted to go sailing down the longest river in the world. The Amazon River which is known to run 4,345 miles long. She would sit in her chair after a long day and look at all the wonderful photographs of the Amazon river. Elizabeth could almost feel the breeze and smell the damped grass in the air the birds calling to one another in her ears the echo of the wild threw the trees. When her hot tea was finished and she open her eyes to her dark corner of books, magazines and much more. She would then realize it was only a wish and the loneliness will fill her again, but her heart was filled with god as she placed her tea cup back into the sink. She began to wonder about the relationship she had with god it ran longer than the Amazon River and it kept growing by years. She went farther into her thoughts and thought about the very first relationship in her life which would be with her mother in her womb and then as a baby soon a relationship with her father, Grandmother soon later her Grandfather, brothers, Sisters, cousins. She then sailed down the path of all her relationships it was a river of love. He first pet cat Gray, Gray then her Pre K Teacher. Later in life friends that grew to be there for her in all her times of needs. The river of love went on for ever all the way to her first day of college, work, and church her river of love went miles long it could estimate to be longer than the Amazon River. She sat looking at the list of every single person she met or new in her whole life. How could she even be lonely when she had a love river running miles long starting with her relationship with God? In a romans myth states that there is a long major vein that runs from your left finger all the way to the heart it’s called you Vena Amoris it’s known as your love vain. We fall in love with a person and they become our spouse it’s a relationship between you and a spouse a bound that god wants for all of us it’s a river that is not calm its raging with all kinds of trials and turns in them it’s one of the hardest relationships between humans this river is beautiful yet still difficult but it’s apart of the river of love and we all should have that relationship it leads to so many new and exciting rivers our children and we watch as there rivers grow into amazing wonders we watch them sail by on them knowing the love river will guide them on their journey. Elizabeth new she had to sail down the Amazon River concur a journey that was difficult challenging but along the way she would start a new relationships see new things

Her relationship with god may become more her river of love will grow so long that no one could sail it like her she was the master of her own river and god was the creator of it all. 

“Working on me and my passion!”

Today I came to realize that life is short a good friend of mine died last week. It had me looking not only on the path I am walking but also in side the person I am. I once was this free willed person. I loved art, photography most of all I wanted to be a writer. I kept falling short short on my Writting short on my photography. Then I would give up stop. ” Why do we do that?” When it gets tuff and so hard you can’t breathe. Why do we just give up on what we really want.

I always just wanted to great beautiful images write about it and shoot Awesome portraits of families, friends and most the moments the love to remember for the rest of there lives i get to be apart of. That’s why I am Writting this not only for those who may feel like giving up on their dreams, but also for me to remind myself not to give up. The day will come where I will have the clients I need to build my portfolio and my Writting with practice and hard work will get better.

It’s a journey and it’s a hard one, but I am not going to stop. This is one path I don’t want to quit. I really want to see where it takes me. If you read this I hope you won’t give up. Know you got this. Happy journey through life.

Happy Thanksgiving! New beginnings.

Thanksgiving is a day where we as family come together and be thankfull for everyting our kids our friends the good and, the bad. The things  that are happening at work. This is the month where we as people get to look back and say we mad it we got close to the end.

  We get to clean out the clutter start on the new things in life we want to start on. We get so excited filled with a kind of joy that most can’t explain. That’s what November is about a time to reflect on the past on our mistakes and on our susesses. I couldn’t ask for a better month.

It’s both bitter and sweet filled with colors foods and smells all in one. It can make you feel warm and cool at the same time. This time of year is a one of a kind. My baby brother loves Thanksgiving not because of the food our even the family. He loves it because it’s the beginning to the end of the year he can almost feel the old shell of him coming off. The new him is forming getting ready to burst into life.

Yes the food can be amazing and the family can be a joy. I want to look at it in the eyes of my baby brother it’s the beginning to something new.

 My life right now feels lost at a stop, I can’t get out, I feel like I am in a hole and there is no way out. I am looking up and I just can’t see the way out of it. When I think of my brother. He gives me the strength to get out and go into my new life. I got  choses I can sit in it and watch life pass me by or I can do what others say and ignore the situation, or I can pull my self out and be like a groundhog show myself when the time is right and start on my new journey. I am getting prepared to show my new self after the winter storm.

It’s the beginning to the end the time to prepare to show are selves at the end of winter the new and improved person that we have been working on from the start. Lets get our selves ready for the end. Let’s be thankful for our past our journey and move forward and prepare for the future. We can do it the time may feel long the nights might be colder and lonley, but I know we can and we will do it.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

My Journey!

Hi I want to First introduce myself. My name is Rebecca Harper I am 27 years old got two brothers and amazing mom who I call my best friend. This year been super hard on me and my family life can be that way sometimes and you feel like you’re just not getting it right.

   This is a journey for me I am not good at writing be my grammar sucks the spelling can use some work and my use of punctuation is horrible. Just let you know I am trying to improve I want to get better at the think I love to do. The frist step is to do it even if it’s hard and it just not correct all the time.

 So I constantly need to write and read and use the advice others give me my goal is to post a short story every month to strengthen my skills in writing. I will make mistakes, but I am human we all are and that’s what comes with life mistakes, regret, sadness, all of it come along with are journey it is hard and scary all in all we get to the end of the chapter then we finish the book.

We pick ourselves back up again and we write the next chapter to our lives then a new book will be on its way. We can’t give up I can’t give up it’s my journey, my life goal to be a writer when everyone told me that you’re missing the structure of it all. The only thing I know is that I love to write everything else don’t matter and yet it does matter. I need the correct tools to make a story be amazing, so for that to happen practice is what I have to do. My journey may be a wonderful one to see. For me it will be a journey of a lifetime. 

Image By: Rebecca Harper